Heh. 8-9-10. Man thats a lame joke.
Tioman was awesome. But i realise that the word awesome is tossed around too lightly, like step up 3 was awesome, this outing was awesome, that sashimi was awesome. So I shall define this new word "awemazstounding" as a sort of grasping to how awemazstounding it was at tioman. It was basically a school sponsored island getaway with a report at the end. A report which I'm now reluctant to do, because doing it will end the illusion of happiness of the holidays, realizing that the next thing to look forward to is exams. So I'm compensating by tagging every single facebook photo of tioman with the 505 people.
Speaking of 505, damn we connected. You can't hike through jungles, snorkel among some of the most beautiful fish, and laze on a perfect beach without becoming the best of friends. And although if I had done it with 403, I would have to find a better word than awemazstounding, 505 is becoming family to me too. And therein lays the greatest dilemma, who owns my heart?
To be honest, 403 wasn't a class to me, it was a dynamic, an ecosystem of sorts, different groups, connecting on such basic levels that friends became family. Even when the dynamic splits apart, I still have the group, and although we will never be whole again, its good to hang on to people like Bernard, Rachel, Ming Yan, Gerlynn, Dylan, Yan Ling, Stuart, Wen Xiang, Jing Man. We were mostly the soul of the group, and I'm thankful to still have them now. This is why 403 Chalet is needs a better word than awemazstounding, cos its kick starting the dynamic again.
Now I have 505, which really, isn't so much of a dynamic than a group itself. Jing Min, Ronald, Kiang Teng, Debra, Fabia, Jean and Xinyi, and to some point, Danielle and Belinda. This is the group, and during the tioman trip, friends became family. I probably sound really clingy now, but seriously, I value my friends over any games, girls or electronics. And if the point ever comes when I have to choose over one of them, I'll be pulled apart. There was a time where 403 was the really clear choice. Now I'm not so sure.
Heh, like Bernard says,
"Whatever floats your boat"
Now I have two groups floating my boat.
I am flying :D
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