Tuesday, December 25, 2012

A Day in the Life of a Tank Commander



Being a tank commander isn’t an easy job these days. In older times, knights were unrivalled on the battlefield, cutting down peasants until their arms ached. Up to World War 2, the squeaking sound of a Jagdpanther’s wheels would send entire infantry companies running. Today, however, tank commanders get less glory than daring raids by commandos, or covert strikes by fighter pilots. So if you’ve ever wondered, here’s a look into the life of a tank commander.

A tank commander deals with a lot of responsibility, especially in keeping his men safe. Everyday maintenance on the Leopard 2SG Main Battle Tank involves lifting and swinging steel parts ranging from 1 to 15 tons. Walking around the gigantic vehicle shed, I spend my mornings directing and supervising tank crews as they service their tanks, watching out for their wellbeing. Every tank operator knows someone who has broken a finger working on the tank.

Some may imagine tank commanders eating, sleeping and perhaps talking with their tanks. In reality, we spend a lot more time with our men. Afternoons are spent training, teaching or bonding with them. It’s a favourite saying that there is no best tank, only the best crew. As a 19 year old tank commander in charge of other 19 year old tank crewmen, the amount of trust they put in you is truly humbling. Some even come from your high school. Earning and keeping their respect is difficult. Especially during our first overseas exercise in the Northern Australian deserts.

“Come on guys, let's clean this tank, then we can sleep.”

It was 2am and my tank crew had just returned from a hard day’s fight. The fatigue and ennui were obvious in their eyes as they dismounted.
“Can’t we clean it tomorrow, Sergeant?”
They looked at me with imploring eyes, longing for the light and warmth of the tents on the starry hill. I had every right to punish them, there and then, as their tank commander.

“You guys go rest. I’ll clean it myself.”  I turned and walked straight to the mud coated tank. They watched me go with astonished eyes.

I fought exhaustion as I scraped the dried, hardened mud off the engine air intakes. Every tank operator takes greatest pride in his tank because one day it will save his life, much like a soldier cleaning his rifle. If I couldn't teach my men that, I didn't deserve to lead them. Suddenly, I heard hurried footsteps approaching. It was my crew; they had gathered more people to help. My apologetically smiling gunner had a hot milo in his outstretched hand. Wordlessly, they got to work cleaning the tank. I stood aside and watched them, humbled by their actions.

Being a tank commander isn't about the glory. It’s about having pride in your tank, and a special bond with your crew. That night, I learned that command does not come with rank; it is earned when your men recognise you as their commander, whatever your age.

Saturday, December 8, 2012

Wallaby Part.... Nah.

I've sorta given up on the Wallaby posts, looking through the rest of the source material, it really gets quite droll from here onwards. Besides, my writing and vocabulary just can't do the whole experience justice. So I guess I'll just post the photos, and maybe finish the rest of the posts when I have time.

I realized I haven't talked about anything else since.
Lets see...

GRADUATED FROM TCC.

Happy! :D

Swift & Decisive!
Finally finished 5 months of grueling training. They say the hardest steel on the tank is the crew, especially the commander. For 5 months, Tank Commander Course instructors worked tirelessly day and night forging 24 pieces of the hardest steel in Armour. Here's a heart felt thanks to Staff Patrick, Staff Peng, Staff Jeremy and Staff David and the rest of the command team. But that was just the beginning.

Welcome to 48 SAR.

"You'll be overworked and tired all the time. That I can promise." - Welcome address of OC 1st Coy.

Finally transitioned to unit life. Joined 1st Company 48 SAR.

1st Coy is a second year battalion, meaning that the men are from my exact BMT batch. Including Shaun Chiang, who is in Platoon 3. The command tree is fully staffed now, meaning me and the 7 other new sergeants are without a platoon or a crew until next year. So for now we're instructors and reserve commanders. Basically extra manpower, which every Tank Company can always use. Life in unit is pretty good. For now. We can visit the canteen whenever we like, also go out for nights out pretty much anytime we want, and sleep as late as we can survive. The gulf between men and commanders is huge. The men only eat cookhouse, lights out at 2230 and nights out every Wednesday.

On the other hand, we have to meticulously plan the next day's activities from manpower to logistics to lesson plans. That and coordinating with people from other units, which is sometimes like talking to a wall that nods from time to time. And the wall changes every now and then, such that you have to explain from the start. Gah. This is what real working life is supposed to be like. We have to maintain our image among the  men, and start trying to bond with them to win them over. Doesn't help that we're not officially their crew commanders yet, so the area is still pretty grey. 3 weeks already. Hopefully we'll get there.

Life in 48 will definitely be slower paced and more classified, since its an active battalion, so I'm guessing not so much will be going on the blog. Maybe I'll do game reviews here.