Chuck is awesome

I'm watching the entire season of Chuck now. Season 3 to be exact. Its pretty awesome :D Although people say it kinda defeats the purpose of a nerdy geek fighting evil, i think the intersect in his head is still the essence of Deus Ex Anima. But the thing about Chuck really is the whole love hate relationships between the characters. Its so complicated and frustrating looking at Chuck blow it so many times. But I really feel like I want a girl again. The whole thing with Jan was complicated and messed up. But I think I finally know the reason why it didn't work out in the end.

It was age.

Back then we were too immature to ask if this was what we wanted, if we knew where we were going. So we blindly followed the stereotypes of what a boyfriend and girlfriend was supposed to do. We so blindly followed this that when we actually knew what we wanted out of the relationship, it was too late. It fell apart.

But the warmth and security and physical intimacy. I miss that. I really do.

Having someone to be with, no barriers or secrets, to hold each other. I want that. I want it again.

Honestly, this is going to be the one quote from "Love Guru" that I'm going to follow.

"You must love yourself, before you can love someone else."

So. What am I?

(a) A Scotch drinking, partying, Barney Stintson?

(b) A down to earth, devoted, caring and emotional boyfriend

Now to see how many readers I have. Pick (a) or (b) if you think that's what i truly should be and tag me on Twitter. And don't reference the blog :P I'll release it when I want.